Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Rockin a pair of Jeans I haven't been able to get into since 2007

Yeah, I loved these jeans before and now I love them again. I haven't been able to wear them since 2007!


Yes, I was feeling frisky so I was showin you my fanny!!








Sunday, September 20, 2009

A Few New Pics

This is a new picture of my face. I actually took it to see how my hair was growing. It is actually growing alot right now. I looked back at my last picture of my face and it was 2 months ago, and I thinkmy hair has at least 2 inches, maybe more.


This a new picture I took today. Feeling skinny in my dress for church.



Friday, September 18, 2009

Weigh-In

YEAH, I lost...I am at 176 now. I am trying very hard to not be totally down on myself. I want to be mad thinking that if I hadn't had all those bad days it would be more, I just keep telling myself that 19lbs is awesome and I can keep it up!!! I am also praying that the Lord will fix my screwed up mind! lol

I am also adding my measurements to the side over there, so check em out.

About to go weigh in

Well, I was supposed to weigh in Tue, but I was home laying around feeling yucky because of my period. So I am going to go today. I just thought I would get it over with. My eating hasn't been too bad this week, just had NO energy to exercise. Even skipped my bootcamp workout Tues, but I wen last night and it was great. So maybe I can get back to my exercise. I have learned that I don't lose anything if I don't exercise. So I will update my weight when I get home.

Oh has anyone seen the new Biggest Loser Wii game. I saw it on QVC this week it comes out on Oct 6th. I can't wait. Its just like being on the ranch. You get food tips and you get to work out with bob and jillian. I want it SOOO bad.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Love My Husband!!!

Well, today was good...I have had a horrible few days because I started my period and it has been miserable. I haven't had a one for about 2 years, because of being pregnant or nursing. So this is only my second one and I also had a tubal after having my daughter and I think that has made it worse. But anyway, I have horrible cramps, and back pain. So for the past few days I have just laid around and eaten everything in sight. My hubby could tell I was really stressed about it, so today he came home early and told me to call and make an appt for a massage and body wrap. It was AWESOME!!! He is such a good husband. Sometimes I forget just how lucky I am and he does something like this to remind me. I am so blessed.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Today

I ended my fast today. So I did it for 36 hours (8pm Sat night to 8am this morning). I decided to not do 3 days because I have to weigh in tomorrow and I was afraid it would show weight loss that wasn't really "weight loss". So I have eaten today and am doing great. Eating very healthy. I feel good about my fast and think it helped me to get the junk out of my system. I am proud I was able to do it.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

FASTING

Today I am fasting. I am drinking lots of water, some coffee, and tea, and a little juice. I did this last month and it made me feel so good, I decided to try to do it about once a month. It has been a month and yesterday was a bad day for food for me. SO I thought I would do it again for the next few days. The first time I did 3 days. I think I will do that again this time. I seemed to really feel awesome that third day. So far I feel ok. I am a little hungry, but I just drink something and say a little prayer. It is working great so far. It really seemed to help me with my horrible cravings and to break through a platue. I am really not platued right now, but have not lost because of eating badly. I am hoping to just get the junk out of my system this time.

Friday, September 11, 2009

The last few days...

Hi guys, well last night was my bootcamp. Not as bad as Tuesday but I love it. Then got up this morning and did 30 minuts of yoga and 30 minutes of the stuff we do at bootcamp. I feel good today. I think I am still mentally recovering from last week of eating so bad. I am having these aweful cravings, but so far I haven't caved. I think when I weigh in next week they will measure me. I am looking forward to this, as I hope I will have lost several inches. I am gradually feeling better about the way I look. This as Liz know is a huge struggle for me. I have odd body image issues. Sometimes I would like to go to therapy to find out why I see myself as so fat. I swear when I look in the mirror I see myself as if I weighed 250lbs. The odd thing is that I don't even see others as that big. I have this friend that weighs around 233. When I look at her I think "wow I can'y believe she weighs that much, I would have probably guessed closer to 200." I don't know what is wrong with me. Anyone else have this problem?

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Weigh In

Well I decided today to go ahead and weigh in early this week to make up for skipping it last week. I was inpressed to see that eating horribly all week, I was only up 1.5lbs. So I am back up to 178.5lbs. But I am back on and doing great. I went to bootcamp tonight and they kicked my but for an hour. Exactly what I needed!!!

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Bad Week!!

Well this week has sucked!!! I have eaten terrible. I am doing good today so maybe I can get back on my diet. I am trying so hard to do this but I am so frustrated. I want to lose this weight, but I get stressed and all I can do is eat. Ok, I will do better, I will do better!!

I even skipped my weigh-in this week too...ugh!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

5K Run

Well, today was my 5K run. I completed it in 38 minutes. I feel so good about this. It was a very challenging course, lots of hills and one everyone calls the "cliff". But I made it and even beat my own last time. My previous time was 39.27. So I shaved about 30 seconds off each mile this run. I am soooo proud of myself!!!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

UGH

Ugh Ugh Ugh!!! Well just wanted to check in and confess. I ate so baddddd this weekend and then thought yesterday that I would get back on and start fresh and I came home and my 9 yr old was soooo sick. I took him to the Dr and she almost put him in the hospital but she thought I could handle it because I have delt with this alot. His asthma was really flared up and and his pulse oxygen level was 93%. So she gave him a steriod and and antibiotic and told me to give him breathing treatments every 2 to 3 hrs instead of every 4. So needless to say I came home and was super stressed so I just ate, and ate, and ate. Oh well, its a new day, but I think I gained like 3 or 4lbs. Hopefully just fluid or not getting enough water or something. I am back on today and have done great. So anyway, I just had to vent how annoyed I get with myself sometimes. Thursday is my weigh-in so I guess we will see how bad the damage is then.