Saturday, October 24, 2009
Well, I haven't done so well the past few weeks. Haven't weighed and haven't eaten and exercised like I should. I have had a good day here and there, but thats it. I am trying so hard to get back on but it is hard when you have been off this long. Just thought I would update.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Hello ladies. I have made what I think to be a very healthy decision for myself. I am no longer worried about the number on the scale. In the past I have beat myself to death over a number, either it isn't low enough, or its falling too slow. Always something. Today I decided to check my body fat % on my scales because I was reading that that is a much healthier way to monitor fat loss. So I read that for women the acceptable range for women is 25 to 31%, A fit range for women is 21-24% and Athletic is 14-20%. When I did mine and saw that it was only 28.7% I was shocked..In fact outraged might be a better term. So mad for getting so hard on myself over my weight when in truth I am only a little above the average. So why do I feel like I need to lose SOOOO much weight. Maybe because the freekin government says I should weigh between 115-140. 140 is the max!! That is crazy, if I got to that weight what would my body fat % be then. First let me say that I have NEVER thought I could get to 140 EVER, but I always felt like a failure because I knew I couldn't. So as of today, I am going for a healthy body fat %. I want to be within a healthy range and that is it! I feel like this is a milestone for me in itself. If you will notice I changes my goals on the side over there to reflect my hopes of were I want to be.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
well, today was my first P90X workout. I LOVED it. I felt so great after. I also weighed this morning and was down some, but I haven't posted it yet because I am gonna wait until my weigh-in tomorrow to be sure. I am feeling really good and strong right now. I hope this feeling lasts throughout the length of my first 90day on P90X.